Monday, January 24, 2011

Is There Something Wrong?

I've had people telling me recently I seem down or different. Like despite my good mood and upbeat attitude there is something wrong there that they can't quite put their fingers on. I tell them time and time again, "No, nothing is wrong."

They continue to question me.

I'm starting to think: What if something is wrong? Could something be wrong within me that even I'm unaware of? What could possibly be upsetting me? Everything that would upset me, I've already come to terms with and I'm not upset anymore. Yet, people continue to question my well-being. If other people seem to be able to read me, why can't I read myself?

I feel completely fine. Happy, if not a little tired at times...and recently, frequently plagued with nasty headaches. Otherwise, I find nothing wrong, but people have me worrying now. What IS wrong? There must be something, right? If I'm giving off some kind of bad vibe, something can't be right...

How am I suppose to improve and get better when people are trying to convince me something is wrong all the time?

Maybe one day I'll be let in on my own problems. Who knows.

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