Thank You

It seems as though this past month has been particularly hard for most of the people I know. While I'm glad I'm not the only one life is shitting on, I wouldn't wish the same for anyone else. Whatever higher power is out there, it really isn't happy with a lot of us lately for whatever reason. I can't go on to discuss everyone else's problems but I can explain my own. Some things are obviously harder than others - for example, my sister passing away. Then, there are more superficial stresses like finals, power outages, and other small annoyances. Either way it just seems to be one blow right after the next. Like today, I saw my dad cry hard for the first time in my entire life. Luckily my mom was there to comfort him because I don't think I would have known how and even if I had he wouldn't have accepted my help - he's too proud.

Needless to say, these past weeks have been hard and other disappointments haven't been making it any easier.

However, there has been one thing - or person rather - who has been extremely supportive and been my rock through this whole ordeal. He's been sweet, understanding, caring, and uncharacteristically cute and cuddly all for my benefit. I can't express how grateful I am to have him as my boyfriend and my best friend. He is unbelievable in every way and I am so lucky to have him in my life - especially now. No one could have done a better job of comforting me and he continues to comfort me and love me everyday.

What's most important to me, though, is that he isn't too proud to apologize when he slips up. It seems like the more time goes on, less and less people are humble enough to say "sorry".

He is my everything; the love of my life, my support system, my protector, my personal heater, my best friend, and my favorite person in the whole world.

I love you, Justin. Thank you for everything.

I'm yours forever<3