All You Have To Do Is Ask

Anyone who knows me knows I couldn't hold a grudge against anyone.

Leave me.
Hurt me.
Disbelieve me.
Desert me.

Feed me lies.
Make me cry.

Criticize me.
Ostracize me.
Antagonize me.
Patronize me.
Apologize to me...and I'll forgive you.

It doesn't matter what they do. If a person asks for my forgiveness or wants to be on good terms with me, I will not deny them. I like to think of myself as peaceful and I like to give people the benefit of the doubt in hopes that they have changed or were actually decent to start.

Mostly, I'm wrong. I invest too much and I get hurt frequently.

I don't mind.

I will help anyone in need, if you've helped me or if you've wronged me. Everyone needs someone and if I need to be that someone, so be it. I've been in situations where I needed people who wouldn't be there for me and I wouldn't wish that feeling of solitude and abandonment on anyone.

If you need me, ask.
If you turn around the next day and tell me to jump off a cliff, that's fine.
If I helped you get through one more day, it was worth it.

Some things are bigger than disagreements and fights. I wish everyone could just get over it sometimes and be there for each other.

I'm willing to help anyone...so why isn't anyone willing to help me?