Until recently I'd been pretty convinced that the term "crush" was to never be used again after you graduated junior high. Apparently, I was wrong. That amazing, "you make me happy and I just want to be around you" feeling still applies all through high school and, who knows, maybe even after.
I missed this feeling so much. It's been forever since I've been infatuated with someone new. It's fun and new and exciting and I'm having the best time. My current state of happiness is at the utmost and I can't seem to come down from cloud nine.
At the same time, what goes up must come down. So, there is a small part in the back of my mind where I'm worried to be this happy...like the higher you go the farther you have to fall, and the farther you fall the more it's going to hurt. I suppose that's overanalyzing and thinking too far ahead, but it's always better to be cautious.
I'm not being cautious. I'm loving it.
If that's wrong, fuck it. I'm not looking towards a destination, I'm just enjoying the ride.
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